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| -i've been doin my physics homework since 10:30 pm, and i didn't really get it done
-physics blows so much
-actually, school in general just blows
-i'm taking way too many credit hours for my own good...tears
-good-bye free time
-on a lighter note, i beat the hardest song in rockband on guitar, i'm pretty pleased about that
-kayvon posted a picture of it up on facebook, i feel like a nerd
-the blacklight party we threw was a huge success, but now our house reeks and is dirty as hell
-for some reason, i always get sick when i come back to school...maybe it has something to do with how dumpy my room/living conditions are
-i probably should be spending this time trying to finish my physics homework, but fuck it
-hahaha but fuck it sounds like...butt fuck it
-dammit my goals to go to more classes aren't holding up too well
-it doesn't help that i have 9 am's 4 out of 5 days
-wednesdays blow the worst, i have 8 hours of class with 1 hour of lunch break
-needless to say, i usually go to about 2-3 hours of class wednesdays
-everytime i write a xanga entry, i feel like i should be writing about somethin deep, then i remember i'm not a faggot
-god dammit its so late
-i need to stop eating out, not only is it bad for u, but it's such a blackhole moneywise
-if u've never been to hardee's u need to go, it's delicious
-the burgers r so juicy omg
-the only thing is, after i eat there, i feel like i'm gonna have a heart attack
-o well
-my sleep schedule is gonna be so screwed up after tonight
-i guess i should go to bed now
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-the car runs 
-i woke up at 3:30 pm today
-that's all
-yea, i know this entry is closer to my previous entry than normal... 10 days to be exact, which is weird because usually my entries are spaced a month or two apart
-i guess that just means i have more to talk about this time, does that mean my entries are gonna be closer together from now on? no.
-i'm too lazy to write this stuff so frequently, so to all my die-hard fans, sorry but u'll have to keep on waiting months for new posts...CRY
-jk i have no fans 
-i went on a ski trip this past weekend with a bunch of people/family friends, that was pretty fun. the place we stayed was ballin...i might go as far to say it was ballin OUT OF CONTROL! lol, no but seriously, it was really nice, i can't even describe how nice it was in words so i just won't
-skiing woulda been better if i didn't blow at it, oh well
-i bought new bball shoes at the outlet mall right before christmas, they're pretty good, but they're all black, and i never figured myself as a black shoes type of guy, so i feel like they look weird on me...whatever
-ive been playin bball a little more this break, but i'd still want to play more
-also, i need a gym membership, but i feel like it'd be pointless now because theres not so much time left anymore
-all this has made me realize how out of shape i've become since i left high school
-i wonder if i've improved as a person since high school, i'm pretty sure i'm less in shape, my gpa has declined, hmph...
-ok enough depressing shit
-whenever i sit against a wall somewhere, i always wonder, what if i were a mutant like in x-men, and i was like shadow cat, where my powers would be that i could dissolve through walls...but then i hadn't discovered my powers yet, so i'm leaning against this wall, and then suddenly my powers kicked in and i just fell through the wall...how crazy would that be?
-do u ever wonder what ur maturity level is? if u had to rate my maturity in terms of age, how old would u say i act?
-i'd prolly say somethin like 14... i figure if i think about x-men and stuff that much, i can't be much older
-i'm always so impressed when i see kids acting more mature than their age
-i feel like my writing is really elementry, like it takes me so much time to compose my thoughts the way i want them to be said, and even then, they seem very disjointed and needlessly wordy
-my mom always told me to keep a diary when i was little to improve my writing, but i'd always tell her diaries were for girls and fags... now i kind of wish that i had a diary, not to say that i wish i was a girl or a fag or anythin like that, but i mean, damn, my mom was right
-john chao put it best when he said somethin like "growin up is the process of realizing ur parents were right all along" or somethin like that...
-i really like that new alicia keys song "no one", but i hate how the radio plays it over and over...i mean if i hear it on the radio and i feel like hearing it a second time, i just have to flip to another station, and it'll start playing there... that's a really good way to ruin a good song, just play it on the radio and it'll be stuck on repeat
-oh well, music these days is overrated anyway
-i play guitar and piano for a couple hours a day now, guitar more than piano, it makes me wish we had a piano at our house down at u of i
-playin music is therapeutic
-i spent some time this past weekend doin some little pencil and paper doodles, and it made me realize how much i missed drawing
-i remember in high school, i took so many drawing classes, to the point where i was actually considering a career in art...then i remembered how poor and miserable and fruity artists are and came to my senses, but i still really liked drawing, and i think i used to be pretty decent at it
-i actually probably wouldn't have been good enough to be an artist anyway
-i used to draw all these stupid little things in class all the time on the sides of my notebook and stuff
-i guess i just forgot how much i liked it since i stopped goin to class once i got to college
-man, i threw out like all my old sketch books and stuff that i did in high school too
-i wonder how much money those guys with guitars and saxophones in the subways in chicago make
-is it wrong to just want the life that my parents have? like the middle-class suburbia, 9-5 job, raise a family type of life? i always thought that that was what i wanted, but suddenly theres all this talk of people wanting to achieve more than that and make tons of money and become wealthy and all that shit...but honestly, i feel like if i became really rich, like millionaire rich, i probably wouldn't be as happy as if i was just normal...i dunno
-my sleep schedule is really messed up, but whatever, it's college
-ok, im gonna go fall asleep watchin fresh prince on nick at nite
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| -time to make another one of these entries, that is!
-ahaha sorry not funny...
-yea, so anyways...
-it's winter break, which means i'm gonna be more lazy and unproductive than i was during the semester
-that says a lot, seein as how this semester, i basically did nothing
-overall, this semester was pretty eventful, and for the most part i'm
happy with the way it turned out, except for the grades of course
-speakin of which, i really screwed up academic wise this semester
-work harder, mess around less next semester etc etc i know
-my next semester blows a ton of ass though. basically, because i transferred colleges from las to engineering, i was one semester behind in classes, but most of the easy classesi got AP credit for, so all the classes i have to make up are all the hard classes, and instead of spreading them out, i, in my infinite dumbass-ness, packed them all into next semester
-my courses are phys213, phys214, ge101, tam212, tam251, and ie300...yea i'm really intimidated
-i would make some kinda new years resolution about doin better in school, goin to classes and all that, but i looked back on all my old new years resolutions courtesy of xanga because i've posted them ever year for like 5 years...and yea, i haven't really accomplished any of them
-so yea, instead of writing down some pointless shit on new years, i'm just gonna keep telling myself to go to class, i'll let u know how that goes
-i like goin back and readin my old posts from high school, except sometimes it makes me realize what a dumbass i was back then
-if i could go back in time, i'd prolly beat the shit out of me when i was in school
-then again, if my high school self found out my grades for this past semester, or what i've done with my life since high school, he'd probably kick my ass too
-i wonder...if i did go back in time and beat up myself in highschool, would i feel the pain? because in a way...i'd kind of be beating up myself
-if i chopped off the arm of myself when i was in highschool, would my arm disappear?
-i'm gonna read the last couple again in like 3 years and i'm gonna think to myself, "wow, when i was 19, i was a real dumbass."
-i'd like to start playing piano again, and i don't mean like casually sitting down and playin some sappy sounding anime song
-lookin back, i used to be pretty decent at piano, i mean, i played for like almost 10 years so i at least knew what i was doing, and now, in the span of less than 4 years, all i can play are like those cheesy sad songs from various final fantasys
-i wonder if in like 15 years, will i still play guitar? or will i be writing some xanga entry thats like, "damn, i played guitar for 10 years and now i dont remember shit"...i hope it doesnt end up like that
-i guess this is one of those things i'd write a new years resolution for, but i already expressed my opinions on that
-i have the language skills of like an 8th grader, i mean look at this writing: its not articulate or concise, there's probably grammar mistakes everywhere, and my vocab and word usage blow...thanks district 203
-i have a dentist appointment at 11 tomorrow, which is really early for me now a days
-i need to reset my sleep schedule, living without parents to yell/nag at u will really screw up ur sleep habits
-it's sort of become tradition that when i come home from school on break, my dad takes me out to lunch somewhere. it's always kind of awkward though, because i have nothing to talk about with him once small talk is out of the way, so to break the silence, he ends up lecturing me about something ridiculously juvenile, like "don't talk to strangers" or stuff like that. whatever though, i still enjoy it
-i played bball today (err, yesterday) with all the ppl that we played with over the summer at arrowhead, that was really fun
-i plan on playin a lot of bball and football this break
-then again i say that at the start of every break
-meh
-i'm also gonna finish the 240sx this break, my family's probably really pissed at me because theres this hunk of metal thats just been sitting in the garage for like half a year now, yea, it's really close to being finished though, so i'm excited
-the illini goin to the rose bowl is some ridiculous shit
-the bears and the bulls aren't doing too well this year, it's hard to be optimistic, since the bears season is basically over, but oh well, it's not like i'm gonna hop off the bandwagon and stop watchin games just because they suck
-it's 55 degrees in my house right now because my parents don't turn on the heat at night (or during the day, either) to save money, jeez its freezing
-living at college makes u realize how awesome naperville is, seriously too many people take this place for granted
-i want to go sledding, as fruity as that sounds, remember how much fun u had when u went sledding as a kid?
-this is a long entry, and it probably makes little sense
-i should stop writing these at like 4 am, because by this time, i'm just rambling incoherently
-alright i'm gonna sleep...stupid dentist appointment tomorrow morning
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| -i almost forgot about this
-no one really checks xanga anymore anyways
-schools gettin tough aka im gettin my ass kicked
-it's starting to get pretty stressful
-it's my own fault for bein lazy, though
-still 2 more exams next week and a term paper, but after that, it should be clear sailing to thanksgiving break
-i hate how econ exams are essay exams, that blows so hard
-new/final season of scrubs tonight! i love scrubs
-it makes me wanna switch back to bein premed
-j/k that shit sucked
-south park's new episodes are hilarious, "this is faggot, over and out"
-my rooms a dump
-i think i'm gonna clean it after i finish writing this post
-i probably won't though
-sigh
-kanye's cd is pretty good, 50's blows ass
-i played guitar for like 2 hours last night for the first time in like a week, it felt really good
-i owned my cs lab yesterday, we basically had to program robots to dance and walk around, and turn if they hit a wall, but once u write the program and transfer it to the robot, u can't delete it, so me n my group just waited until a group finished and put their robot away, then we switched robots so our new robot had their old program on it, and then we just showed the robot to the TA and he let us out
-it was pretty sweet
-the bball season starts in less than a week, o snap
-my fantasy football teams are doin pretty well, except ronnie brown just owned me
-the bears are getting back on track, they're gonna dominate detroit this week
-i shaved my head, i kinda like it, it feels funny
-i need to start sleeping earlier, waking up on time is getting really tough
-the 240 should be done by thanksgiving, i can't wait to go home and work on it
-it should be really relaxing once everythings done
-crank that soulja boy
-go bulls
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| -sophomore year is pretty baller
-but the classload blows so much
-i've missed more classes than i've gone to this year, but that's not much of a change from last year
-this year will probably rock me though, because the classes aren't intro classes so i actually have to try
-that's gay
-our house is pretty sweet, but i don't think we're going to get much work done
-seriously, i shot quarters for like 4 hours yesterday, and today, i played nba 2k6 and halo 2 for like another 4 hours
-man the sad thing is i even wake up for class, but i just decide to skip it and watch tv
-all my professors are boring though
-my cs101 professor introduced himself as the guy from man vs wild on discovery channel
-the next day he couldn't get his mic to work right and it was makin these screeching noises, i was outta that class in like 20 seconds
-i haven't been back since
-needless to say, cs lab rocks me pretty hard
-the 240 is seriously like 2-3 hours of work away from running
-...hopefully
-all thats left is to connect like half of the wiring harness and then we're good to go
-it won't have power steering though, tears
-cooking your own food isnt too bad, except my diet is now limited to spaghettios, hamburgers, soup, sandwiches and easy mac
-my econ professor is like the most unconfident professor i've ever seen, either that or he has a major fear of public speaking
-his voice cracked one lecture, and a kid in the audience mocked him so loud that i heard it from the back of the hall in foellinger
-i lol'ed and then left
-this post is really unorganized
-i typed up my resume today for engineering expo, and its seriously like half a page long
-whatever
-this kid in my physics discussion is the most retarded person i've ever met
-but the ta is so fobby that he can't recognize his retardedness, so everytime the ta makes a point and the kid trys to say something retarded, the ta just nods and moves on
-like usually kids who aren't booksmart have a lot of common sense, or somehow, some form of intelligence compensates for the other one
-not this kid, if he doesnt focus on how to breathe, he might pass out and die
-man hes in my group too, so we're always the last ones to leave
-i hate that class
-the bears game was pretty depressing, but whatever
-if our ground game picks it up, i think we're fine for this year
-i brought my bike down, and it's one of the best decisions i've ever made
-you get to class incredibly fast
-but stupid pedestrians sometimes get in the way, and my bike is old so it has no brakes, so i have to stop with my feet, which is really ineffective
-long story short, i almost hit like 5 people per day as i bike to class
-that's saying a lot because i usually only make it to one class per day
-we just tried taking the trash out, and the can was filled with bugs and water, letting your garbage can sit outside for a couple weeks is a poor fucking decision
-the basement in our house freaks the crap out of me
-you have to see it to believe how scary it is
-i need to eat dinner, bye
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